Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Please, can you give me a home

Please, can you give me a home
by Frances Rodriquez


I look in the miorror and what do I see
a little girl looking at me
tears in her eyes just wondering why?
why? did they leave me alone
why? am I here in an building full of kids
not having an mother or father to hold

I cry every night hoping that no one can hear
but hoping someday some one can give me an home,
I watch the other children play
and I know they are feeling the same,
I hear people talking wishing for an baby
but does it matter if I am old,
love comes in differtent sizes and differtent ages and even differtent colors
so can you please give me an home
for I want an mother and father to hold...

Please Don't Let Them See








Please Don't Let Them See
by Linda M Hill





Please don't let them see
I'm shaking inside
Covering up the bruises
I try so hard to hide
Standing at this blackboard
I can only pray
No one can see the marks
Where Dad beat me yesterday

Please don't let them see
The tears filling my eyes
Or they may see through
My many little lies
Daddy hits me every day
I promised not to tell
He said he would kill me
That I'd burn in hell

Please don't let them see
The nites I spend alone
Hungry and scared
Mommy and Daddy gone
Daddy comes home drinking
Staggering everywhere
Sometimes I close my eyes
And pretend he isn't there

Please don't let them see
The aching scars within
Or they may also notice
The welps on my skin
I must be so careful
I can't let anyone know
The emotions I carry with me
The darkness I can't show

Daddy hits me every day
I promised not to tell
He said he would kill me
That I'd burn in hell 

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Only The Shadows Heard Her Cry















Only The Shadows Heard Her Cry
by Linda M Hill



Crowded grocery store
People rushing by
Hoping they don't see
A grown woman cry
I still see his face
Engraved in my mind
After all these years
Peace is hard to find




Panic consumes me
I'm drawn into the past
Crying on bloodstained sheets
Heart beating fast
Teddy bear falls to the floor
A six year old can't fight
My screams of pain went unheard
Swallowed by the night




The shadows simply watched
Innocence ripped away
As my teddy bear slept
And night turned into day
Cigar smoke filled the room
I can't forget the smell
As I lay on crumpled sheets
In my own private hell




Crowded grocery store
But I feel so alone
Except for the feel of his hands
And the stench of cheap cologne





Mommy, Can I talk to you?



Mommy, Can I Talk To You?
by Linda M Hill



Mommy, can I talk to you - I
have some things to say-
At school I met this little girl-
I made a friend today.
I like her Mommy, she is nice-
but I don't understand-
The other kids don't like her- They
snicker when I hold her hand.
Why do the kids judge her by
the color of her skin -
Why can't they stop and see her
beauty within?

She don't have alot, Mommy, her
family is poor -
She told me that her Daddy drinked-
he dont hug her no more.
Her Mommy's at work after school,
so she's left there alone-
Mommy, can we invite her here,
she can live in our home!
She's really good and I know she
won't need alot-
Just put her in my room , Mommy,
sit up the old cot.

She don't always have enough to
eat, her home is always cold-
Can I give her my teddy bear -
she'll have someone to hold.
Can we do something Mommy,
she's a friend to me-
We can't let her live like this -
she's in misery.
I told her I would ask you Mommy,
Please let her stay here-
I don't want to see her cry , Mommy,
today I saw a tear.

She don't have alot , Mommy, her
family is poor-
She told me that her daddy drinked -
he don't hug her no more........... 


I am Just like You





I'm Just Like You (Handicapped Child)
by Linda M Hill






Don't look so sad
When you look at me
Don't back away
Hoping I won't see
I'm just like you
Except I can't walk
I breathe, I cry
I hurt I talk
Don't look at me
With horror and fear
I don't want to see
The glimmer of a tear
I'm just like you
I dream, I bleed
I'm learning to be strong
To succeed

Don't look at me
With pity on your face
By the grace of God
You could be in my place
I can smile and play
Laugh and sing
If I appy myself
I can do most anything
Being handicapped start's
In your mind
I know that you don't mean
To be unkind
People pass by me
They stop and stare
They whisper and giggle
Like I'm not there

I try to smile
To keep hanging on
But sometime my faith
Is almost gone
Why can't people
Can't understand
I do what they do
I just can't stand
I read, I eat
I sleep, I play
I learn, I laugh
I feel , I pray
I do all these things
Just exactly like you
Don't make fun of me
There's better thing's to do


Friend's left unmade
Because hearts are afraid
Unshed tears
Doubts and fears
I will never grow old
Become a man
So I make live life
The best way I can
I smile
When I want to cry
When I just want to give up
My heart says TRY...
I'm different
But I'm still like you
You're walking away
What did I do

© Linda Hill 2002


Freedom




Freedom (Child Abuse)
by Linda M Hill


Alcohol on his breath
As he calls to me
Daddy's little girl
Is what everyone sees
Mama passed on
She let cancer win
Daddy said he'd cook
I don't know when
I pick up empty bottles
Of wine and beer
Wishin' I was
Anyplace but here

Nothing in the fridge
But half a bottle of wine
I am so hungry
But its all I can find
I open and pour it
Down the drain
Sometimes I feel
I'm going insane
No friends at school
'Cause everybody knows
The life I lead
I reckon it shows

Daddy stumbles in
For the rest of the wine
I hold the empty bottle
He yells "Thats mine"
The bottle slips from
My tremblin' hand
He grabs for me
He can hardly stand
I scream as he slips
On the jagged glass
Blood spattered everywhere
My heart beats fast

His hands reach for me
As he cries out in pain
All I can hear is the
Pounding of the rain
His lifes blood seeping
All over the floor
All I can think is
He won't hit me no more
Freedom I feel as his
Life fades away
Daddys little girl
I want him to pay

© Linda Hill 2003

Monday, December 21, 2009

Can you imagine what it would be like to be ME?


Can you imagine what it would be like to be ME?
by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado





a little boy writes of his life and asks others to show more compassion towards people who are like himself--disabled.



can you imagine what it would be like to be ME?
imagine sitting in this chair and being stripped of all hope or dignity.

imagine sitting here, 24 hours a day, with your bum getting sore,
and not knowing if you will be able to take much more.

imagine wearing heavy steel braces upon your legs or walking with crutches;
imagine how your disability affects every bit of life that it touches.

imagine the fear of knowing that you are dying, that there is no known cure for your disease;
imagine that, no matter what i do in life, the fear and pain will never ease.

imagine the teasing i must endure each and every day..
"hey, little crippled boy", "dummy", or "wheelchair-kid", words that hurt in every way.

imagine the fear my family faces whenever i have trouble with my breathing--
not knowing if i will be okay, or not knowing if they will be left crying and grieving.

no, it is NOT easy to be in my shoes--
but it IS my life; and one i DIDN'T choose!

just imagine what i go through, and you will soon see
that in light of what i go through, all i want in life is to be happy and free!



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